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Poems by ISPS Members December 2000 |
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I felt like an egg boiling in water. My head banged the edge of the steel pan. Lid was tight. I boiled at a faster rate. Heavy steam--could not escape. Rescued. Cool air. Pounding gone. I breathe again. I wait in my thin skin. (Printed in ByLine, Summer 2000) |
Only with you do I hold the hour's peace recalling our poems in the rainy Italian graveyard bright with neverfalling flows of flowers; on the dry steps of the Bona's chapel do I hear canticle birds trade tunes with vesper bells that clang out Catholic hymns known to your youth; do I watch replanters water memories that slip past formal oval portraits to a grin reflected in a glass of wine. Only you said that time had come to trade poetry for dinner, just as my soft electric candles began to cheer our damp twilight; then I remembered how I hate to leave any place, and you reminded me we will have our turn when we won't have to leave. |
I sit on the sandy shore waves rumble in then out again the sky is a light pitch of blue the sun is high and bright I hear seagulls squawking I feel a warm salty breeze ocean debris is on the shore |
On the way to Wisconsin there were thick black hours at first, darker than death except for the headlights, because we got up at three or four in the morning so that my father could beat the traffic and get ahead of the boxcar trucks on the two-lane roads. This was long before I-94. In Ann Arbor there was rain on the darkened pavement, and the lonely traffic lights played to an audience of one. Red, yellow, and green. It seemed nonsensical, and little did I know at the time that I would spend six years in that city someday and (briefly) wonder if life was worth living because of the machinations of a young man there who barely knew what he was doing, and because I was young and vulnerable. Also naive. Beyond Ann Arbor there were farms, and no rain, but there were lights in the barns. The farmers were always up at the crack of dawn, or even before. Telephone poles hustled in even, steady rows past the windows of the car. The boxcars were not moving yet. We watched to see who would observe the first white horse. Late in the morning it was hot. The heat rose around us like vapor from steampipes, and we stopped at a roadside picnic table to eat. We drank milk from paper cups, and ate bologna sandwiches, devilled eggs, and cookies, also carrot sticks. There was a fence, blue cornflowers, and tall grass. The telephone poles stopped hustling for awhile, and the boxcars came trundling by. In the car my father broke into song sporadically while he drove. "Shine on Harvest Moon" was one of his favorites. When we crossed the Indiana state line, he sang "Back Home Again in Indiana!" Then I knew we were getting somewhere. Then, and when we saw the enormous Rinso box on the top of some tall, gray building, probably a factory. Gary and Hammond smelled bad. (We usually circumvented Chicago, but once, just once, we were on Lake Shore Drive at night, and I saw glowing globes of light lining the curbs like a fairyland. It was beyond imagining that this would be my home when I grew up.) Across the Wisconsin state line we watched for Yerkes in the distance. It was hard to spot; it showed up in just one place over the hills. Then, when we saw its silver dome glinting in the sun, we knew that we were almost there. Almost there! Where the pies were baked, and Grandma Congdon waited in the kitchen, wearing the little metal curlers in the white wisps of curls on her forehead, and her white apron, and her blue dress! This was the heartland, the gentlest heartbeat of the family, where there were many relatives, and heaven on earth! A variety of rituals would proceed, Church together on Sundays, bouncing a softball against the side of the brown-shingled house, trips to the library in a yellow dress, sliding down the banister in the cool front hall, playing the music box. I savored it all every summer, clutching my happiness like a small stuffed doll, knowing in my small and almost stalwart heart what I knew all the way to Wisconsin, that everything would change, that someday she would be gone, and everything would be different, and I would be immersed in the mystery of the future, even though the Yerkes silvery dome would still rise, alone, above the hills. |
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